Sometimes you just need to step away

Hello,

I am not sure if anyone really reads this blogs or even takes me seriously anymore, honestly I don't blame you I am a bad blogger. When I started this blog I had no idea what I was doing today I still don't know what I am doing. The truth is I have never been much of a writer or memory keeper and while I am being honest I am a master procrastinator and it sucks. I have never been able to plan ahead or write things down which I should cause half the time I don't remember to do certain things. It's one of those things that drive people crazy about me.

 My other problem is that I try to do to many things at one time finding balance has become quite difficult. Lately I have no time to do much of anything if its not work, cook, house clean and run errands. Its been this way since I moved to my new place last year. I don't know if its the lack of space since my kitchen is too small and baking is a mission. Or the fact that I don't have a real crafting space as my craft space is in the living room and its not very inspirational. Or maybe there isn't enough hours in the day to bake or craft since in the past couple of months my life has been moving at a 100 miles an hour. Then again it seems as though lately I have very little time to do many things even the simple things in life like watching TV or writing a blog post have been a challenge. I mean I can't really find the balance and since my life is going so fast I find myself procrastinating even more lately.

I want this blog to be successful I want this blog to be a project I can finish. And in order for that to happen to need to find balance. So I am stepping away from this blog for a while till I sort everything out. I want to find the balance I need and also decide what I really want this blog to represent. I am not sure when I will be back and when I come back I am not sure what direction I will be taking with blog. But what I do know is that when I come back I want to be ready to fully commit to this blog and my readers. I hope you all understand and will be here when I get back.

I want to Thank you all for being such loyal followers and wish you all the best. I will be checking back on this blog every once in a while.

Thanks

Cupcakes

Hi,

I have many hobbies I love to do so many things which in the end are all somewhat related to crafting.
Baking is a hobby I picked up 2 years ago and it was by shear accident. I have always love to cook but baking wasn't my thing lets just say even from a box with instructions I would burn cookies LOL. Anyways I tried my hand at baking from scratch and I have loved it ever since. I now bake for myself and even have a couple of faithful clients who actually like my cupcakes. So here is a picture I took of some red velvet cupcakes I made and just for fun decorated my cupcake stand for the occasion.

Hope you enjoy!!!

Have a great day!

Melissa

Explosion Boxes

Hello,

Hope all is well...

Today I was going through all my pics and I found tons of projects and parties that I had never posted. Its kinda sad cause there are so many projects that I worked really hard on and never got to show.

Last year was the year of Explosion boxes after I made one for a co-workers birthday this box took off. Before I knew it I was literally doing atleast 2 boxes a week for different people. Everyone loved them and they would challenge me with themes I didn't know I could even accomplish.

Today I will be sharing with you 2 different themes.

This box was for someones grandma she turned 91 and wanted a box that was all about soccer and her nana's favorite team.

Next up was one of my favorite boxes this was for a MargaritaVille lover.

This box had everything a Margaritaville person could want it was complete with receipes and even lyrics to a Jimmy Buffett song.

I hope you all enjoyed and I will be back tomorrow with more projects.

Thanks

GOALS, CHANGES AND UPCOMING PROJECTS!

HELLO,

Long Post Sorry
So I am offically a very bad blogger and I apologize for my absence. I took a leave to deal with some major medical problems. It's been a hard couple of months not really knowing what is going on with my body and doing countless test to rule out the worst.

Without making this to long this is what has happened. Since about June of last year I haven't been feeling well at all... I have been dealing with extreme fatigue, lower back pains, issues with my stomach (gas, nausea and well other issues) and bloating. I went to my doctor finally in August when I felt a strange lump on my stomach in the upper left side and my symptoms got worse. The doctor checked me then sent me for a CT scan stat thinking it my be something to do with my pancreas. Well when the results came in my pancreas was fine but a rather suspicious mass was found on my left ovary. This was the beginning of many test an ultrasound and a CA125 blood test. The ultrasound confirmed I had a small complex cystic mass and my CA125 was ok. Anyways since then I have been seeing an oncologist getting monthly ultrasounds and CA125. The last ultrasound found another small mass on my pelvis nothing the doc is concerned with at the moment. This month will be another ultrasound and test to determine how fast the mass is growing and deciding what is our next step. I am confident this is nothing more than a stubborn cyst and NOT CANCER but we can never be to careful. The only problems is my symptoms have not changed and well that is a concern for the doctors. I will keep you guys updated if you guys want to know.

Ok back to what changes and goals I have for this blog. In the past couple of months I have done much soul searching and realized that my life is moving to fast. Last year seems like a blur between working and working I haven't had a chance to really sit and enjoy life. There are so many things I have missed out on and so many important things have taken a back seat. This year I have decided to slow down and enjoy life a little more. Last year I spent so much time at the office, I barely got to see my boys and they let me know every chance they got that I worked to much. On the weekends I also worked on my blog, projects or planning parties so I never had a chance to breath.

Since the new year started I have made some little subtle changes and there will be many more to come.

Changes & Goals:
My goals for this year are:

Spend more time with my family and take more pictures.
Get out more often and breath fresh air ( I have already started this we had a picnic in the park last weekend and it was great)
Sunday dinners - A tradition my mom had when I was growing up was Sunday dinner at our home, I did it for long time and then life became hectic so I stopped. I have since been doing Sunday dinners for the past 3 weeks.
Open my Etsy store for cards, party decor, favors etc.
Craft more often
Bake more (I have been baking alot I would like to do more of that, so I will be taking some cake classes at michaels so if you live in Miami and would like to join me please comment below).
Meet new people in the bloggy world and do crop nights.
I want to take this blog to the next level and so I want to blog more often.
Do tutorials, maybe a vlog, get together with other bloggers and create fun challenges, blog hops etc.

Changes to come: I have decided that this blog is not going to be specfic to just crafts or parties but more of all my adventures.

There are so many things I love to do and I want to share with people. So I will be posting about lots of different things.

Here are some upcoming post and projects!
Sunday Dinners ( I love to cook and try out new receipes so Sundays will be all about food)

What I loved this week (This post will be a combo of all the things I loved for the week and photos I have taken with my Iphone)

Outings: This post will document the days spent with my boys and hanging out.

Organizing and decluttering my life - I have become addicted to organizing thanks in part to the wonderful Jen @ www.iheartorganizing.blogspot.com she is a rockstar organizer and has great tips.

Home decor - I live in a rental and so I can't really renovate the apartment which is a little old so I have decided that since, I won't be moving anytime soon I would make this place my home. I will take you along on my adventures in painting and crafty projects while I turn my house into a home.

And lastly crafting projects I got some new carts for christmas and I intend to put them to good use. So I will be crafting and doing some more blog hops.

I hope you all will join me!

Thanks

Melissa

Happy New Year!!! I'll Be back

Hello,

I justed wanted to pop in and wish you all a very Happy New Year!!!

I have been on a bit of a hiatus from the blogging world. I have been dealing with lots of the stuff the past couple of months I have been going through some and health and personal issues. I am glad 2011 is over and hope this year will be better than last year which was a very rough year for me.

I am currently in the process of figuring out what I will be doing this coming year with my blog.
There are so many plans going on in my head and tons of goals I want to achieve this year.

I am sorry for my abrupt hiatus without warning but sometimes we plan and god laughs.

This week I will be working on my plans and goals for 2012. I will be back very soon with all new plans, updates and maybe a shift in direction for this blog. I hope you all had an amazing Holiday and will be here when I get back.

Thanks :)

Melissa